Saturday, May 28, 2011

Crazy little thing called LOVE.

I've been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Every time we meet.
Every time you turn to face me..

Can you hear my heart calling you, loving you?
But i cant open my heart for anyone to know.

My heart keep waiting there for you..
Waiting for you to open it..
and hope you will realize it.. ... someday

ERkk sorry for my jiwang'ness..
i sing this song especially untuk dot dot dot who currently im in love with =S
and he dont even know that i love him.. so im one sided love... =(
menyedihkan kan?..
im always one sided love actually.. lol
yeah really, really pathetic aite?.. =S
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KIDDING!.

Actually im in love with this movie called "first love (a little thing called love)", seriously this movie is just soo and sooooo sweet.. Thankz to one of my housemate who suggested me to watch this movie early in the morning (well not that early but its about 5am i think) today and now im totally "angau" about this movie.. I watched this movie twice, after i watched it for the first time.. i immediately press the play button again and watched it for the second time.. (crazy aite?).. and even though i know that my physiology final exam is on monday.. so 1 and half day to study this 12 chapter =S.. so wasting time! so "dont ever watch this movie on your exam month" =)

For those who have no idea whats this movie is all about,.. its about a girl who secretly in love with this boy for three years!.. she's been one sided love for three years.. in her heart she has nobody else except for him.. so sweet yo!. plus of course the guy that she's in love with is totally a cute guy.. seriously he's just so cute!. =D and also the girl is just so beautiful.. jelita sangat!
 however, saya tak nak laa cerite lebih-lebih..so i suggest you to watch this movie your self.. you'll feel the sweet'ness of this movie lol =)

This is the song that i sang just now (dekat atas tadi) =D


p/s if you dont like it, then shut up.. okay =D

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

breaking news,

Assalamualaikum w.b.t  and salam sejahtera =)

since this blog dah lame, and kawan-kawan saya pun tahu blog ini.. so im gonna promote another blog of mine baru saje buat.. which is Lend me an attentive eye so kekawan kalau rajin visit-visit la blog satu lagi ni juga ye =)

saya masih gune this blog, but meanwhile saya juga akan guna my new blog =)..

purpose of managing two blog is because.. read this Lend me an attentive eye : Ta'aruf ..

well that is all from me now.. chao! =)

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Ego. Emosi. Exam - sorry

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and Hye =)

Exam, exam, exam,.. its been two days since our final written and oral exam started =)..
How was it?.. well not that good actually.. =(  time exam laa problem banyak datang..
emosi terganggu, cepat marah, muram, cepat terasa benda kecil pun nak terasa.. adeii!..
Angin darah bak kate pill HPA "Tuju Angin".. Angin darah adalah sejenis penyakit yang angin ade dalam saluran darah kite yang menyebabkan emosi terganggu, cepat marah..Pill HPA tuju angin bukan itu  sahaja kelebihannya malah dia bermanfaat untuk migrain, gastrik, mengatasi perut kembung (for girls mesti nakkan? =P), cepat penat and etc..   =) ..

So in that case, im one of the mangsa yang mempunyai penyakit tersebut (angin darah).. Entahlah kenapa but currently im not in the good mood.. sampaikan kawan-kawan sekeliling pun kena tempiasnya.. im sorry ..well maybe this sorry is not that special anymore since i always said it but truthfully speaking semua perkataan "sorry" "minta maaf" "ma'alish" dan sewaktu dengannya adalah ikhlas dari hati setiap kali saya cakap =) .. i know its kinda my own fault tibe-tibe moody pagi-pagi aite.. i mean like tibe-tibe senyap.. i dont even know myself what got into me, it was like somebody whispering "(tak sepatot ditulis)".. but mestilah semua perkara devil-devilnya la kan..

Everytime that tuttt somebody tengah whispering into my ears, i was like "aqilah sabar aqilah sabar! .. its not true, its just syaitannirojim punya kerja" but on the same time "a'a betul jugak kan.." and also surely disebabkan my ego is kinda tinggi lately..

 i used to be like bile terasa hati or something like that, i'll be like sabar and let it go.. But then sekarang tibe-tibe ego tinggi gile plus cepat sangat terasa hati, so bile terasa hati  i was like totally a different person, tak nak let it go and being so moody.. Bila cuba senyapkan diri untuk cool downkan, its worst.. i mean bile kite seorang diri tak buat ape-ape or dengar music syaitan datang dan cucuk-cucuk dengan kata-kata jahat, lagi la buat kite panas aite? so thats what happened to me.. (lain la kalau bace Quran, zikir.. syaitan pun takut datang, erkk urmm thats what i should have done it before).. conclusinya bile terasa hati jangan duduk sorang-sorang just said it out loud what you felt.. =) in this case i dont, but i should.. so i'll try and do it next time.. Insyallah

p/s - I dont think i like my ego lately, its just too tinggi.. When i cooled down abit, and wanna ignore the terasa hati and be happy and talk like always.. but then ego datang kate "errr why should i?"..stupid ego!. err seriously rase cam nak let down je ego nie..
"Mirror mirror on the wall, let down your ego or great disaster may follow"

Anyway cut the crap, what i really wanna write is that.. When theres exam and you're the last minit study (like me) it'll lead to emosi sebab banyak tak cover.. if you cant control your emosi it'll lead to ego.. then if you still cant control of your ego it'll lead to great disaster.. So moral value of this paragraph is study awal-awal.. =)

Secondly. i wanna minta maaf kepada kawan saya kerana moody tiba-tiba..
im sorry, 0 - 0 orite.. hopefully you read this.. =S..
here  is the song i wanna you to listen .. i know the song is for lovers.. but since we're friend so here it is..
please click play.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

My Childhood Blog.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan salam sejahtera =)

Esok adalah the first day of our (tib asnan banat) written exam.. so peepz! wish me luck ;-)..

Actually just wanna share something with you lots =)..

But before that click play dekat music-thingy ni, a background song i would like you to listen while reading this post =)


Dah click play?.. okay sambung baca =)

Try and have a look at this website its kinda embarrassing but anyway here is the website -->  http://alia-aqilah.blogdrive.com/ .. actually i do some searching on myself (my name la kan) lol then i found this website, so i clicked it and start reading while reading it i was laughing seorang even though the entry not funny at all (crazy aite? lol)..

This website is actually mine .. can you believe it? i myself forgotten completely about this blog and the funny part is that i actually forgot that i wrote those dulu.. seriously firstly bukak blog tu i was like "who's this girl, got the same name as mine".. when i start reading it "ape la budak ni merepek , ejaan pun tak betul..." i mean look at the spelling "sayer" "mintap maap" "tolong maap kan aw" "sepenoh ati muss" "kiter pon windu ngat at awk, aw ark" lol seriously??.. did i wrote those?? =S.. dah la bahasa melayu tak betul,  adeii.. malu pun ade =)..

But then the longer i read it, the more long lost memory datang balik..yeah i'll admit it, it was me who wrote those non-sense, BIG spelling error =D.

Then i tibe-tibe terkenang those time dekat Sheffield seriously rindu gilew aw =) .. i think its the best, memorable, peaceful, nicest  place i ever been to.. The fresh air every day, nice view from high hazel park.. its the park that we all malaysian teenagers love to hang out every morning or evening.. dan juga tempat kiteorang practice netball, football or basketball or just playing-playing permainan dekat taman tu =)

This is not the high hazel park, since i cant find any photo of it but the background behind nearly the same la kot with green grasses plus fresh air =).. p/s ce teke which one is me?  =)
I went on reading the "last day of Hinde house sckool"..This one really, seriously rindu tahap gile.. ce bace, ce bace.. then you'll know how i really felt while reading it.. and again sorry for the spelling and the ayat-ayat semua tu sangat la tak betul =S..

here some (well, not some but aloads) of photo which i took before leaving that school =)
my beloved classmate from year7 to year 8 GY =)

the handsome-handsome boy in my class =P
adam - ben - thomas - jonny

my classmate yang cun gile =)
kath - kim

ignore me =) i was totally immatured that time =)
they're my junior actually cute aite?

ugly me - cutey dayah (best mate eva) =)
believe it or not .. maybe our jodoh she's now studying same University as mine =D

blurr sikit, there're the girls that i always hang out with..
janki - somaya - louisa - ruby - lorna

me and louisa.
and again sorry for the ugly me =D

dalam kelas

handsome ben and cute thomas a.k.a tom

the sexy rebacca - stacey

they're my classmate.. paling "hot" dalam kelas kot ;)

sherrie the gangster ;)
i do kawan dengan gangster you know ;-D
from my point of view, i think they're more caring =)

cynthia - sherrie

ruth's friend - me - ruth
ruth's friend actually my math classmate but cant really remember her name sorry =) 



headley (the bad ass in my class a.k.a budak paling bermasalah dalam kelas)
but he is actually really sweet  =)

cutey dayah =)

me with dayah

janki and me
janki is my best friend starting from junior school since we were like in  same class  dari sekolah rendah =)
her mother kenal me, and my mum knows her..


the handsome boy jonny lol..



jonny - me - louisa

daniel - jonny

jonny - me - louisa - ruby
in R.E (religion education) class sangat la boring..

ruby - louisa - me - sherrie -dayah

lorna - me

lee..
the most nakal dalam kelas

liam! = )

cute louisa

She was like my bestest girlfriend eva!. love yah.

really miss yah! =(


matt - lee
both same je nakal 

me - rebecca
my P.E, Math, and camp mate

the malaysian girl in 8GY
well i used to be the only one in 7GY .. since they came when  we're in year 8 =)

miss greasley - me
my tutor class. miss her!. she's always on my side lol
even though saye kekadang buat salah =)




thomas comel lol


budak- budak nakal

tom.
nakal but really well behave kekdang =)

thomas and my brother haseef
thomas really admired my brother actually lol.. he kept asking about haseef.. i wonder why =P

this what happen when teacher tak de.


i was an excellent student kot dulu =P

in front of our house selepas balik dari sekolah. i know agak selekeyh =)

Dekat UK dulu ada KRS not kelas remaja sekolah but its Klub Remaja Sheffield.. 
This is for all malaysian teenager yang tinggal di sheffield.. there're not that many of us, thats why we were all like brothers and sisters.. We do picnic, BBQ, sambut birthday party, beraya and etc together =).. 
Plus dekat UK dulu setiap musim ada "carnival untuk anak malaysia" so with KRS kiteorang join semua jenis perlawanan example football, netball, nasyeed, quiz and banyak lagi kot =D.. 


girls =D
i was boyish dulu kot lol.. ce cari =p

how happy are we?. =D rindu korang


selepas main netball

time hari raya dulu-dulu

kelab remaja sheffield girls =)

time nasyid dulu. cube cari mana saya?

ni la muka-muka kelab remaja sheffield  =)

this is time sambutan hari raya remaja se'UK not all actually de yang tak boleh datang.. but its the best gak =)

Anyway thats all from me.. rindu korang semua banyak-banyak!. rindu UK!. sheffield.. =I