Wednesday, September 28, 2011

The old me.

Assalamualaikum peepz! =)

What i really wanna write is that, currently i start to miss the old me ..not as in this old
what i mean is my old personality =)

Yup i've changed alots sejak saya tinggal di mesir ni..
i've changed to more nerdy, goody, angelly and sewaktu dengannya.. i think~.
Most of my friends who know my past know it all.. maybe~ haha.
cause i have this innocent kinda look.. so only certain people (very certain people) know how i am when im really naughty.. =S

Seriously i used to played alot,. really alots..
player, and etc. =S

Time sekolah with my innocent look people know me sebagai budak baik.. (really?)
Benda yang saya selalu buat time sekolah dulu adalah mengusik orang =D
thats my hobby..
Even though i was known as the quiet girl, but diam-diam saya cili padi juga =)
so thats mean setiap kali saya usik orang, or "buli" orang.. kalau orang yang diusik or d'buli mengadu people wouldn't believe them hehe =D

After my SPM, while waiting for the result tu memang my naughtiest year ever, i think..
Lepas SPM laa saya start bekerja shift malam and pagi.. kalau shift malam time rehat lepak reramai socially (boys and girls) gossiping, smoking  and all that. then if shift pagi rehat tengah hari, that time kekadang keluar dengan one of my friend who is the one yang ajar saya macam-macam budak zaman remaja buat since he's older than me so he has more experience .. that time saya dah dapat license so bawak kereta ke sana ke mari, jejalan dengan kekawan without parent noticed.. then bile kereta terlanggar divider baru nak cuak.. balik rumah senyap je, yang kena marah my big brother haha. =P

So there is one day, terjumpa seorang ni.. dia really remind me of me time dulu.. its just that shes not quiet though =).. she talk alots. but her personality (except for the talking, of course). its kinda remind me of me the old me.. and i miss that time.. it was really fun actually.. since we're mix with boys and girls. gossiping and funny jokes and all that.. you know boys right they just really love doing those stupid jokes. and i like stupid jokes ..

Sekarang i do hang out with my housemates and friends like that.. it is fun =). but you know right its different between when you hang out with girls only and mix girls and boys.. kalau with girls only its really fun when we're doing shopping.. kalau with girls and boys only if we lepak-lepak dekat kedai mamak or kedai shisha or even playing pool. =) so both got their advantages and disadvantages right? =D.. like disadvantage kalau mix is that boys dont like shopping so its gonna be really boring when they're lepak'in with us that time lol .. no offences  guys. its true right? hee~

When im lepak'in nowadays, i think that im not really full of myself.. since i have to behave myself, theres really alots of hawk eyes and burung kakak tua di mesir nie.. you know what i mean?. once you don't behave then there'll be like talking-talking about you the next day =S so beware my friend~ =D

And also if lepak-lepak, i like kalau all talks together.. and i mean together as in all of us macam discuss something sekali or gossip about the same thing sekali and etc.. not like two people talking together and other two talks together about different thing.. i mean kalau kite keluar untuk lepak-lepak reramai thats mean bersembang pun reramai sekali la kan.. not like sembang korang-korang je, baik lepak korang je kan.. betol tak? =D.. its boring kot kalau semua sembang sendiri-sendiri je.. not fun at all ..and also when moving one place to another place i like if we all walk together.. =)

Like dulu-dulu  time saya hang out we all talk, gossip, discuss and etc together.. then we'll know all different kinda opinion.. thats what its called fun when hanging out ;)

Errkk, bile tengok balik this post.. i do talk alot right? like one of my auntie said after she read my blog "awak, cakap banyak jugak ye sebenarnya" lol =S

however, since saya dah tak tahu nak tulis ape.. i'll tell you more later bila saya tiba-tiba rasa nak bertulis lagi ye =D orite then. see yah!

bye bye

Monday, September 26, 2011

Kinda guy i like =)

1- A guy who can teach me Quran and all about Islam.
         the tajweed, fiqh, hukum halal/haram and etc..
     

2- A guy who always goes to masjid to pray =)


3- A guy who are not afraid/a shame to show his girl to public.
        even if his girl is his friend's sis or even his best friend's sis.


4- A guy who love kids.
         those who not ashamed of holding lil kids in public =)
        even walk his lil sis to school every morning or
         hug his sis infront of other peoples even though his sis just one year younger than him


5- A guy who can change me to a better person.
        in every angle


6- Honest guy.
        who tell his girl everything, no secret or what so ever..
        I want a relationship where you can lay with each other & just talk... about anything and everything.
        plus if the guy is married or engaged shouldn't hide or pretend or lies that they're not. =)
       
     

7- A loyal guy.
       who would wait for his girl like forever..
       well of course if theres no hope boleh laa cari orang lain kan =)..
       plus if you're engaged please stick to your future wife, and dont flirt with other girls. okay? =)


8- A guy who does not look only at the appearance.
     

9- A guy who can accept me as i am
        accept my past and etc..
     

10- A guy who would do anything for me =D
         even buy me everthing i like haha..
   

11- A guy who loves travelling.
        since i love travelling too..
        if the guy dont like travelling then how am i supposed to travel
       semestinya that guy dont let me to travel alone right? =P
        and also my dream is to travel all around the world ;)
look, sweet pe when we're travelling together 



12- A guy who cooks
        romantic pe kalau kite cooking together with our guy kan? =)
        or they know that we're tired after works,
        balik-balik rumah tup tup dah de makanan yang dimasak oleh our hubby =)




13- A guy who plays music instruments
         any instruments.. especially guitar or piano..
         romantic "what" when the guy play you a song with guitar or piano.. ;)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Forgive me or kill me.


  • i know i've been
i've been such a bitch
by saying that
i dont love u in public

just forget that day
coz now im gonna say
that i love u
love you2x
yes, i do!

so lets start over
where we're together
no awkwardness
no sadness

i am sorry you know
im sorry and i love you
so please forgive me..
forgive me2x

i still aint over you
its true
by augustana
like istana

i'll try everyday
to steal you heart away
just like yesterday..

so forgive me
or just kill me.. 





written by alia aqilah. 
p/s sorry for the swearing~ =S. 
 actually i wrote this for one of my friend who currently i had a fight with..  
so wanna ask for forgiveness. =). 


plus dont misunderstood okay?.
  i mean it.. seriously do not MISUNDERSTOOD. im not into him or whatsoever.. !
so please do not misunderstood this poem =)


btw, okay tak huhu. 

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

How to live your life?.


Try and watch this video, seriously love it =)
a reminders for us all .. 
got this from a friend of mine.. 

Kecil Hati.

Hye there!. its about time for me to write something aite?. since i left this blog dusty..

okay here what i really wanna write.. =)

Donno why, but lately senang benor saya rasa kecil hati.. even though its just a small matter..
Nak kate ABC (Allah beri cuti), im not that kind of girl who in bad mood everytime im in ABC..
wonder why.. hurmppp



sometimes im so glad that im blurr, since im actually a sensitive girl..

also im so glad that i can endure my sensitiveness.. what i mean is that everytime im kecil hati, i was like just ignore what "...." just said to me or do to me =)..
and and also, im just so glad that im actually a patient kinda girl.. example, when "..." do or say something to me which makes me kecil hati.. i'll be like patient, patient, patient then i will automatically forgot what "..." says or do to me..unique aite?.. na'ah~.. this is called short memory term.. lol .. i dont like to keep those are not important, so thats why i will put the memories yang tak best to short memory term =D..

anyway back to the story,..
lately entah kenape, but kecil hati happened banyak even though i've tried to do all those above.. but the next day again kecil hati.. pe entah.. aigooo~
maybe dah lame tak keluar lepak memalam.. so no fresh air agak nye.. =S
or maybe b'coz im not feeling very well this few days.. bak kate one of friend mungkin sebab makan rempah-rempah banyak sangat sampaikan panas dalaman badan.. badan tak biasa lagi la kot makan rempah banyak-banyak tu.. badan terkejut sampaikan headache and sore throat kebelakangan nie.. =)

tengok tu, macam ni la nie laa.. firstly before i wanna write this post punya laa terasa.. then baru wrote one or two sentences dah cool tibe-tibe.. then sekarang donno what to write dah.. aigoo..

okay laa, disebabkan i donno what to write dah sekarang.. i'll write later ye =D.
bye bye.