My Big brother =D

Thats him, my one and only big brother =) 

i know, we kinda look alike right? thats what nearly everybody says when they saw us next to each other.. 

but actually he's 16 month older than me.. so count up peepz! how old is he now then?? 

are we twins ?? =D lol

orite orite i'll tell yah, he's actually one year older than me.. he was born on the 14th of April in 1990 and me 8th of September in 1991, its 16 month and dot.dot.dot days right? 

However, lets start the story from the beginning.. shall we? our parent used to call us like "anjing and kucing" well you know what the phrases are for right? 

in case, its always used for those who likes to fight with each other.. like dog and cat they never seen next to each other right? well of course only when they are caged next to each other =)

try and put them together the dog will start barking and the cat will start "shrieking".. this is what my brother and i used to be described, scary huh? we actually dont even know what we're fighting for.. lol

there once my family and i went shopping together when we're back home, i cant remember what happened before that but i cried and my brother and i already fighting.. so our parent put us outside the house and said that we cant enter the house until we finished fighting, our parent also give us penyapu and mop for us lol.. lastly i entered the house first since i didnt do anything to continue the fighting (angelic la katekan), then my dad asked whether i want my brother in or not.. i cant really see other people suffering alone, so i said yes.. goody sister right? haha 3=P 

bak kate quote : "A brother who was once a bother."

  

i grow up with him from the first day i was born till my brother and me officially finished our high school (hurray! kidding) ..we went to same kindergarten, same primary school and also same high school.. but then last we separated i mean he's studying in other University and me in other.. firstly i like it, but then when days past by and years flow by.. what im confused till now is i still keep talking about him to my friends and siap promote him and also set him up with one of my friend lol.. what i was trying to say is i kinda misses him for taking care of me when i was in school, for being a driver and sent me to extra classes or other places, for being a busy body with whom i friends with and also for being a good big brother =)

"A brother shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams."

"There's no other love like the love for a brother.  There's no other love like the love from a brother."

i'll pray for your successfulness, and be a successful doctor in the future.. and  hopefully you could come here next year or any other year.. amin! 

p/s =

• study leklok! im waiting here in egypt..
• for my big sis, lil bro and lil sis's' im on my way to write about you all too.. so no need to "kecik hati" =)

     

Skipped Classes.. again =(

Today i purposely tak go to class.. =( ..yeah orite, orite you can just kutuk or angry or whatever at me.. because i pun dah tak tahu ape nak buat with my own self, even though lots of people have given me advice and everything its just working only for few days then im back to suke ponteng :-S.. how am i gonna get jayyid or jayyid jiddan or mumtaz with my attitude macam ni?. im just so lucky that i got good results for last year (good result i mean like with my attitude suke poteng and malas study last year? its just so lucky).. im lucky last year, but this year who knows what will happen, right? (na'uzubillah for what i've just thinking just now)..

 I just donno ape nak buat dah ni,.. i do felt regret whenever i skip classes but then the feeling of regret just keeps going and going and going and going.. well, of course because i keep skipping classes.. its just stupid right when you feel regret about something that you make yourself  but still you keep repeating it again and again and again.. what am i gonna do with myself?? i just wish my parent are here so that i could actually realize how hard they're working find money to pay my fees here, plus for my sisters and brothers which is still studying so they need money too right for their University and school fees..

 Sometimes i wish i could just be a dentist without going to classes every morning, without listening to what the doctorah or doctor lecturing infront, without studying, without exams and etc.. i just wish that i have special dentist brain or special power that i could just like hypnosis (macam cerite vampire's diaries tu) people so that they can just let me be a dentist without going through all this studying thing =) but i know it can only happen in my dream.. so 'alia aqilah! stop day dreaming..!

 I think need a counsel, not think but i really need one.. no no no i need a rehab special for laziness.. is there any? or maybe Damon (in vampire's diaries) could just easily take out my memory about me being a lazy ass and fill it in with studiousness.. can psychiatrist do like that?? if can, i really need to find one..take me to them! fast!

 Ummi, Baba im so sorry for being such a lazy daughter here.. i will try my best not to skip classes again! i promise starting from tomorrow Insyallah.. i'll gather up my "rajinness" to vs my laziness or ignore what people gonna "egg on" to skip classes, not to study or etc even if its got to do with any dot.dot.dot ships and etc..
Hopefully it happen in real life tomorrow.. =)

Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1432!

Salam Ma'al Hijrah!..

Actually  i can't remember ape kiteorg buat time ma'al hijrah tahun lepas, ade program ke time tu? =) ape-ape pun harap2 time tu buat something useful :) ..

This time is the first time kiteorg (my housemate) bace doa akhir and awal tahun sesame.. i mean not all of us, because some of us baru on the way back from kuliah that time.. they missed it, but hopefully they read the doa on their way back :) even though i was ill but alhamdullilah i can still gather my energy for ma'al hijrah.. siswa AQ (agent which i came here with) ade buat sambutan ma'al hijrah, sorry i cant attend myself there walaupun ade makan-makan di sane, semoge going well there :)

However i would like to take this opportunity to wish all my muslim brothers and sisters.. Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1432.. May this year brings Us more barakah and rahmat from Allah Subhanahu Wa Taala and benefit from the knowledge Allah has bestowed upon us. Amin!

Me in class =)

Yup.. this is me in class ;)

believe it or not? lol

i can be "tekun" too you know.. 

 tekun right? hee~

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we can't really focused on something for long time right?

so...

the teacher is teaching biochemistry, but histology book the one that infront of us.. 

:-S

when our brain is working the energy will be decreased.. so..

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this what happened

too hungry..!

our stomach will be like crazy, our brain cant even think straight..

eat jangan tak eat =)

after we eat what will happen?

guess..

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this what happen.. 

no wonder i didnt get any single things what i've learned in biochemistry..

i really need to change myself to more good students..

change alia change! 

save your heart.. i mean save my heart!

This song is really suit for me. guess why? i fall in love with certain people but the one that i fall for definitely doesnt fall for me :-S

i really need to save my heart from falling ..

pathetic right? 

but here it goes...

She fell to the bottom of her life
This wasn't meant for two
She struggles to find herself in time
But she can barely move

Just try and get up
You gotta slowly brush off
I know that words aren't enough
But you're better than this

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Torn apart
Never getting what you've been crying for
It's always the same

She turns the pages everyday
Just to change the mood
But every chapter reads the same
So hard to make it through

Just try and get up
You gotta slowly brush off
I know that words aren't enough
But you're better than this

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Torn apart
Never getting what you've been crying for
It's always the same

And you give (and you give)
And they take (and they take)
And it's love that you want
But not love that you make

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away

Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for

Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you (are you scared?)
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for

And you give (and you give)
And they take (and they take)
And it's love that you want
But not love that you make

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Don't give it away

Teka-teki Imam Ghazali

Suatu hari, Imam Al-Ghazali berkumpul dengan murid-muridnya lalu beliau bertanya ( Teka Teki ) :

Imam Ghazali = " Apakah yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di dunia ini ?

"Murid 1 = " Orang tua

"Murid 2 = " Guru

"Murid 3 = " Teman

"Murid 4 = " Kaum kerabat

"Imam Ghazali " Semua jawapan itu benar. Tetapi yang paling dekat dengan kita ialah MATI. Sebab itu janji Allah bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati ( Surah Ali-Imran :185).

Imam Ghazali = " Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ini ?

"Murid 1 = " Negeri China

"Murid 2 = " Bulan

"Murid 3 = " Matahari

"Murid 4 = " Bintang-bintang "Iman Ghazali =

" Semua jawapan itu benar. Tetapi yang paling benar adalah MASA LALU.Bagaimanapun kita, apapun kenderaan kita, tetap kita tidak akan dapat kembali ke masa yang lalu. Oleh sebab itu kita harus menjaga hari ini, hari esok dan hari-hari yang akan datang dengan perbuatan yang sesuai dengan ajaran Agama".

Imam Ghazali = " Apa yang paling besar di dunia ini?

"Murid 1 = " Gunung

"Murid 2 = " Matahari

"Murid 3 = " Bumi

"Imam Ghazali =" Semua jawapan itu benar, tapi yang besar sekali adalah HAWA NAFSU (Surah Al A'raf: 179). Maka kita harus hati-hati dengan nafsu kita, jangan sampai nafsu kita membawa ke neraka."

Imam Ghazali = " Apa yang paling berat di dunia?

"Murid 1 = " Baja

"Murid 2 = " Besi

"Murid 3 = " Gajah

"Imam Ghazali =" Semua itu benar, tapi yang paling berat adalah MEMEGANG AMANAH (Surah Al-Azab : 72 ). Tumbuh-tumbuhan, binatang, gunung, dan malaikat semua tidak mampu ketika Allah SWT meminta mereka menjadi khalifah (pemimpin) di dunia ini. Tetapi manusia dengan sombongnya berebut-rebut menyanggupi permintaan Allah SWT sehingga banyak manusia masuk ke neraka kerana gagal memegang amanah."

Imam Ghazali = " Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini ?

"Murid 1 = " Kapas

"Murid 2 = " Angin

"Murid 3 = " Debu

"Murid 4 = " Daun-daun

"Imam Ghazali =" Semua jawapan kamu itu benar, tapi yang paling ringan sekali di dunia ini adalah MENINGGALKAN SOLAT. Gara-gara pekerjaan kita atau urusan dunia, kita tinggalkan solat "

Imam Ghazali = " Apa yang paling tajam sekali di dunia ini?

"Murid- Murid dengan serentak menjawab = "Pedang

"Imam Ghazali =" Itu benar, tapi yang paling tajam sekali di dunia ini adalah LIDAH MANUSIA. Kerana melalui lidah, manusia dengan mudahnya menyakiti hati dan melukai perasan saudaranya sendiri "

wadzakkir fa innadzikra tanfa'ul mu'miniin

p/s- took this from my friend's cousin =)

medicine, medicine, medicine

why do we have to take medicine when we're not in a good health?? siapekah yang ciptekan medicine??

cipta yg kecik2 sude~.. nie nk cipte yg besar2, do you think that everybody has a large throat?? aiyoo! alia pun sorang, padan muke sape sruh tak jage diri baik-baik, kan sekarang kene makan ubat pill besar-besar setiap hari.. dah la pahit, tak sedap lak tu..

 ape nak jadi nanti, adekah i have to do the operation or just a simple x-ray?  :-S its not like i didnt take care of my balance diet, eh jap mmg i didnt take care pun.. sayur pun tak makan susu lagi la tak minum.. patutlah kurus je tak naik-naik, lepas tu setiap hari comment diri sendiri coz, bile myself looking in the mirror its just so scary.. lagi-lagi kalau tengok tangan memang nampak bis tulang-tulang tangan phalanges, etc.. kawan alia pun cakap "alia boleh la jadi tengkorak model t, tak payah dah beli tulang.." time anatomy dulu... see! cam tengkorak hidup je rase btw i am totally underweight even though im the one who ate the most among my housemate..anyway, do you guys have any tips untuk gemok? :-S .. tell me if you have any tips to make you bigger plus fatter :-D

 Another pills added to my everyday life today, kene makan constant if not.. rugi je la kan beli pills but tak makan then my sickness is not going anywhere la kan.. Sabar and eat those medicines is just the only way to solve the problem :) so alia! keep fighting till my health is officially healthy.. and no need for another appointment :-D fighting!